This past weekend, I went to a three day camp put on by my youth leaders. It was absolutely gorgeous. We were near Beulah in the beautiful mountains and it was just so refreshing to be distanced from everyday life. I learned quite a few things at this camp...

1. High school girls aren't always chatty and obnoxious....in fact, my cabin chose to take naps for just about any cabin time we had.

2. Pine cones can be very effective weapons.

3. A bear probably won't hang around the high school girl's cabin for an hour and a half grunting, scratching on windows and banging on the walls....but the leaders of the Oasis Christian Church WILL just to hear the screeching.

4. If you are in the mountains and fear that there may be a bear around your cabin at 11:00p.m., make sure you don't put fruity facial masks on. It will only increase the fears.

But really, there was a lot to take away from "Compete for the Crown" Summer Camp. Our theme verse was James 1:12. "God blesses those who patiently endure testing and temptation. Afterward they will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him." The speakers of the camp did a great job of inspiring the youth to be proactive in their race for the Crown.

What really grabbed hold of my heart though, was the real way that God was present and working in people's hearts.

The first day was slightly awkward. It seems like our high school group has always had a way of being a little awkward around each other. None of us have really wanted to open up to each other. So when we gathered in a circle in the rec hall for the first time for our small group discussion....there wasn't too much eager interaction within the group. We weren't the type of group to spill out our emotions and struggles for everyone to see. There was a lot of badgering in order for some people to even mutter a few words.

By the second day, those who were talkative, were even more willing to release opinions and experiences and those who were badgered the day before seemed a tad reluctant, but

opened up.

I had the privilege of leading worship while I was at the camp and that morning we sang a song called "Heart of Worship".

"When the music fades
And all is stripped away
And I simply come
Longing just to bring
Something that's of worth
That will bless your heart

I'll bring You more than a song
For a song in itself
Is not what You have required
You search much deeper within
Through the ways things appear
You're looking into my heart

I'm coming back to the heart of worship
And it's all about You
All about You, Jesus
I'm sorry Lord for the thing I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus "

And isn't that the point? To me, it felt like the youth at the camp grasped the reason for being there. While the speakers and the worship were great and beneficial to our faiths, it was important that we got down to the root of why we were there. For God. The only way the lessons we learned there would stick was if we invited God in again and again to soften our hearts to them.

And I feel like God bridged a gap within our group when we realized that.

The third and final day, we circled up around the fire pit for our small group discussion. Many of us had admitted that we had a weakness in comfort. None of us were particularly willing to make ourselves vulnerable in order to create a strong fellowship that we would allow God to work through. But that last small group time, we all threw in our two cents. We all uncovered parts of our hearts that the others didn't know. And then we broke out into pairs and groups of three to discuss struggles and what we would take away from camp. And those discussions brought us all closer together. We were able to connect as a group and then connect even more intimately to discuss areas of our hearts that we don't usually let people see.

This wouldn't have been possible if God wasn't there. God was softening all of our hearts to connect to each other.

"God blesses those who patiently endure testing and temptation. Afterward they will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him."

The devil wasn't able to continue to divide us as a group. Even though it may have been on different levels for all of us, it was a test to open up to each other. Sometimes it's difficult to admit faults in yourself or even be willing to dig to find those faults. But we all took steps in receiving the Crown of Life that God has promised us. By loving each other and being willing to relate to others and admit where we fall short, we were loving God. Because he was working in our hearts, we endured testing and temptation to draw into ourselves like we have done so many times before.

It was absolutely amazing to experience and be a part of God working in the lives of us high school students.

He is faithful to draw close to those who draw close to Him. The students at the camp drew close to God and God drew close to us. As a result we were able to draw close to each other.

-ash.